Adding to this idea of self-hatred, it’s striking to see how the notion parallels Khatun’s critique of white Australia’s obsession with progress narratives. Khatun emphasizes how the movement of non-white women goes against linearity—appearing almost dreamlike, as they traverse borders and identities in ways that reject the rigid path from "traditional" to "modern."
Nonetheless, these very progress narratives have been internalized by non-white families like Rajiv's, who bear the weight of their ancestors’ complex journeys: "For her, going to India was a reversion to an uncouth past. To return from India would mean that I would come back less intelligent, having regressed." To believe in this progress narrative is to further engage in self-hatred, to discard ancestral narratives and epistemes. It’s depressing to see how deeply these attitudes, nurtured by whiteness, have taken root.
This idea of melancholia extending to indigenous peoples is also interesting. Ahmed’s definition suggests a melancholia rooted in not knowing, an ignorance that shapes the migrant experience. But for indigenous peoples, knowledge of what their land once was—and could still be—is painfully clear. For many melancholics (not all), their landscapes are dead fictions. For many indigenous peoples, that death is still ongoing, all around them.