In "The Blacker The Berry" Kendrick showcases a deep and profound processing of emotion. The narrative he explains is not linear, nor is it resolved, it is an expression of where he has come to in the moment of the song. There is a cycle of hatred that is continually referenced throughout the track. "I know you hate me don't you", "This plot is bigger than me, it's generational hatred", "I know you hate me just as much as you hate yourself". Here, Kendrick comes to terms with the hate and disadvantage he's received from the world identifying that hate has to come from somewhere, recognizing an internal hatred. He elaborates on the psychological experience of growing up in the U.S. as a black man "I mean it's evident that I'm irrelevant to society/That's what you're telling me penitentiary would only hire me/Curse me til I'm dead, church me with your fake prophesizing/That imma be just another slave in my head." The hate he faces is evidence of the disadvantage he deals with and eventually this hate is internalized until it is in his own head and perhaps becomes self-hatred.
Later in the verse he identifies the interesting tension of these battling hatreds, "I know you hate me just as much as you hate yourself/Jealous of my wisdom and cards I dealt/Watchin' me as I pull up, fill up my tank, then peel out/Muscle cars like pull-ups, show you what these big wheels 'bout, ah." The historical hate he discusses, born out of self hate, has become present-day jealousy, a pissing contest of big fast cars, the language of competition that America speaks. The person he refers to is not totally clear, but I think that is intentional. The cycle of hate is not predictable, it is complex and ingrained, hate comes from somewhere and has to go somewhere, here Kendrick describes this intricate behavior of hate.
We see the internal relationship with hate when he raps on his own stereotypes "My hair is nappy, my dick is big, my nose is round and wide" "I want you to recognize that I'm a proud monkey", by doing so, I think Kendrick reckons with the real angst people experience when dangerous stereotypes are internalized. He owns the stereotypes, and recognizes their very real impact on his lived experience and also his psyche. Kendrick goes on to reflect on the things he feels guilty for and where his hatred has spilled over. "You sabotage my community, makin' a killin'/You made me a killer, emancipation of a real *****", "So why did I weep when Trayvon Martin was in the street/When gang-banging make me kill a ***** blacker than me?/Hypocrite!" Kendrick now sees the cycle very clearly, his community was sabotaged and taken advantage of and his life was made more difficult, as a result it made him into "a killer." This thought is expanded on by the final line of the song, his reflection on Trayvon Martin's death recognizes the pain he has caused his own community. By owning this guilt, Kendrick concludes his deep processing. The experience of black people in America which Kendrick describes throughout the song showcases the true danger of hate, because of the cycle it creates.
Maimouna Youssef’s “Tell My Story” describes, in detail, Youssef’s experience of growing up half-black and half-indigenous. This split caused an identity crisis which is demonstrated by the explanation of Youssef’s relationship with her hair. She describes asking her grandma of indigenous origin “Why don’t I look like you?” and her grandma trying to “brush the black out” of her kinky hair. She describes the insecurities these struggles gave her and declares that “Self-hatred and white supremacy are quite the pair”
Both songs describe the deeply complex mental experiences of people of color growing up a society that does not understand their identities.